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Why? Why are you doing this shit to me? Ok fine, you credited me with an extra two units to my bachelor and that's fine and dandy;

IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE FACT THAT I'VE NEVER TAKEN A YEAR 3 COURSE SO FAR IN MY UNI LIFE.

Oh oh. And giving me two units for flunking a course (that's not relevant to my bachelor) and missing out the 2 units that were relevant to my bachelor.



AND APPARENTLY THEY DON'T LIKE ME DOING 75% WORKLOAD.

Oh fuck. I've been doing 75% workload since last year :B

It's amazing just how SHIT the administrators are. Just.... fuck. Amazing pieces of SHIT.

I need to stop thinking.

Better yet; I should just lie down and die.

Seriously. No shit.

But no, not talking about my Uni Assignments; I'm on my mid sem break, one assignment due on the 15th of October, handed in my research essay already last week and so what exactly am I talking about?

My fanfic. DAMNIT. I've gone all artsy for some reason and went drawing instead of writing. And the damn thing is almost, ALMOST done! *chews*

Getting sidetracked alot now; plus I've been feeling so tired nowadays. Maybe it's my appetite ._. I haven't been able to eat very well for the past week since my folks left.

Oh yea. We had a huge dust storm up in Bris. Orange skies! And thus I refused to get out of my apartment ._. so dusty.

Friend locked my previous post; the shit should stay behind bars ._.

*sits on fanfic and chews*

So I broke out of my silence against that person and they didn't like the truth of what I felt.

Ended there on their tantrum. Wut? They even hid all the comments that pointed the damn truth into their eyes; the truth that was laid out for all eyes to see and yet they refused to believe. Conveniently they ranted about ME being cruel to them. Funny, they forgot about that it was THEM who hurt me FIRST.

Breaking from the net; I can't be bothered with that silly person. Virtual life that affects the real. Huh. Definitely what we spoke of in one of my classes.

I want to rant. Not about Uni, not about my daily (or lack thereof) life, but about a person.

Now, I've mentioned this particular person before; earlier LJ entries of mine have shown that I have become so fed up with this person and now I'm sitting on the 'almost hating' side of the fence(s). Why fence(s)? Because I generally don't really use hate, it's too strong a word, but I'm actually teetering there in regards to this person.

I've spoofed them on my dA. Yes. I spoofed them. Twice. While I didn't explicitly mention who it was, it's all there. In fact, my first spoof had the shadow imaged colored; I just didn't post it up.

I just wonder if anyone is going to take offense of me putting up this kind of rant. Unoriginality; that person as a whole etc etc.

I'll wait a while before thinking of it again.

My OC Brad says screw off. <3

Exam tomorrow plus one more written paper due on tuesday woot. Lightened load feels much better <3

Someone hates me. In a span of a few hours, I can be calm for only brief moments until I go back into panic mode.

Didn't help that my tutor for the class I'm really considering dropping reminded us of the mid semester exam that's coming up soon.

God.

I'm not even done with the assignments due next week and my counseling session is tomorrow morning.

*dies*

Wow. My LJ is outdated. Iwonderwhy

New uni semester, added one more course to my workload and suddenly I'm freaking out with everything due on the same week. Just when I thought I could take one day to calm myself down, I get notification of the next assignment due.

W.T.F.

I had thought of dropping a course but after going through my lecture today I calmed down a bit and thought further. Then I crashed back into panic mode when my sister said the wrong things. I am definitely NOT calm and I am terrible under pressure. I already hate myself for taking so long to complete a degree (screwing up first and second year was terrible) and I get afraid of failing anymore courses because that would be a waste of money.

And there's no guarantee that I'll be able to find a job with TV & Film studies and Writing majors. Unless I manage to do ass well enough in finishing a book to be published or get a story scripted into anime/tv show (in other words, that's never going to happen).

So.

Yes. Where was I?

...

Right.

Still freaking out.

I can't seem to concentrate enough on my uni work; my brain just jumps elsewhere and wanders around story ideas. Already it's digging in to this new Digimon idea of creating a season after 02, ignoring the happy 25 years later ending, and revealing the 1st generation of Chosen/Digidestined that Gennai mentioned in Adventure who came to the Digiworld before Taichi's group.

Complicated, yet I'm actually researching on Japan for the idea. I.E, the districts and such. Hell, I even drew the 1st generation and posted it on my dA. Damn you brain, why won't you obey me and concentrate on uni work to get it done and over with!?

I have a presentation and style manual due on Tuesday, an English critical essay due on Thursday and in the following week I have an English grammar exam.

Whoopie.

Can someone kill me now please?